a tooth goes off in my head
barely two weeks since I had one extracted on the downstairs
and now one upstairs is resounding a bell
I smear on the ointment that Glenda bought in a pharmacy in Havana
has clove in it but who knows what else not a skerrick of English on the tube.
it has always helped before
not good enough this time
in the middle of the night with the big round moon shining silver and light all thru the house
I make a potion of poppy tincture and clove oil
worked for a bit but I may have burnt myself a little with the clove .
I alternate previous healing helpers
fresh plantain leaves pounded in the mortar and pestle is packed on the gum at the moment
wish I could say the pain had shifted.
I am home alone which is a blessing because talking is not what I want to do with my mouth
in fact nothing much comes to mind to do
meditate breathe all worthwhile activities and sustain me briefly
and then I just wish the bloody pain would go away.
I dont want to learn from it or understand or process my lack of decision making or otherwise thank you louise hay
what I really want is the pain to stop cease halt .
obviously the child is screeching and I lost my adult down the corridor somewhere
maybe n will be better for all of us.
I ring Myra at the bega dental practice and ask for an appointment
mmmm nothing just now but I will put you down for a cancellation
she still hasn’t rung back.
kinda gets a bit mad pain in the head pain anywhere in the body really but the head as Robyn said to me the other day after she had a bout of neuralgia for several weeks is the worst.
well all rather relative don’t you think?
but for now I will hope Myra comes thru soon.
and try and enjoy the full moon energy
and whatever else comes to mind.